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i wonder.

Fri Sep 12, 2008, 4:15 PM
i wonder why everyone is backing down on her at such an early age.
I wonder why she is discovering who she is and not want she wants to be. I wonder what makes her furture when she has no one to make her mistakes.
I wonder why she is reling on someone with such great impact but no one wants that around.
I wonder why she is being her self when no one wants to accept her.
Ii wonder why she is managing her own life when everyone wants her to follow in my parents footsteps.
I wonder why everyone is disrespecting her for the choices she makes.
I wonder why everyone is saying nasty things about her when the rumors aren't true.
I wonder why she cant stand up to herself when it comes to peer pressure.
I wonder what my parents would do if i showed them a thing or two about me.
I wonder what my friends would sat when they realize im not that kind of girl and im not that girl who wants to be a follower

All i can say is i want my family back.
stitches are currently cracking from every move they make.


Thanks.
-B-

I do have a second family that cares for me and accepts me for who i am. i want my parents to understand that i have to rely on other people just to get that heart back in shape,

  • Mood: Sadness
  • Listening to: welcome to my life.
  • Reading: creating myself
  • Watching: nothing
  • Playing: nothing
  • Eating: nothing
  • Drinking: water

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